Be me?

                                                      Be You Tiful...

Ello...

  I have regret. I regret not being myself. Now, I have to live with it. I have to live with the decision I made because I know, no one will accept me. People will think bad of me. It sucks. I really want to tell the world who I really am but I can't.

I have someone who's close to me. I can be myself when I'm around her. I can't be myself at home or at school or anywhere else. But, when I'm with her I can. She's cool with me cuz she's the same. We both understand each other.

When we grow up, we say that we wanted to live together like until we're married or something like that. I really want to, but I'm scared that it won't happen. I feel like it won't. I want it to happen.

I like being around her, eventhough I don't really act like it. She's my bestfriend since as long as I can remember.  Maybe we fight sometimes but we'll get better sooner or later. She's like my twin. My Twisted Twin.

Anyway, I have a goal to surpass this someone. Not the one I mention just now, a different gal. She's my competition. I have lots of goal in life but this is one of the primary ones. She's good at almost everything. Plus, she gets to live and enjoy her life being who she is. I know her secret. She keeps a lot of secrets. I wish I can be like her. Live like her. 

My life right now is full of regret, but c'mon I'm super young. There's so much possibilities in my life and opportunities yet to come. One goal of mine is to change myself and enjoy life!

LOLZ...Bye!