When can I take of my mask..

                                                             My mask....

Hye,

   haven't been writing lately but I'm writing now...

so, I really don't know how to write it. I want to change. My biggest regret ever in my life is making the decision to be what I'm now. I really really really REALLY want to change. Change to be better or to be worse? Well, I'll let you think about that.

People think they now me but no one know what's inside. A someone that I never show. A someone that I want to be but I'm not. I know no one will accept me at all. Not even my family. 

I know I wrote this before but the feeling came again. I'm not the person who cries in front of people or their parents, that's why I write or draw or write songs. So when i can't write a blog cuz my laptop's screen was broken i cried whenever something bad happen.

For the first time I cried in front of my mom, but still I can't tell her the truth. At all. Not even the slightest hint. I want to change, no, I want to be who I really am inside. I want to take of this mask. I want to me MYSELF. People say this so frequently but they don't really mean it. 

That's all... Be strong and be YOU~~